Day 131, 28th June 2009: Of this and that.

I jumped out of bed at 7am today, can you believe it?
And to think i was SO TIRED the night before! Wow!

Day 123, 20th June 2009: Happy birthday!

3 birthday cakes.
OMG! XD

I like how my cakes are always personalized with what i love most, 13 and me =)!
Thanks peeps! I heart them very much (^^ )!~

Day 119, 16th June 2009: Happy is an understatement.

No picture today!
Nyet nyet =P!

Did nothing much anyways, went to the doctor's today, then spend my whole day on the computer, and i think my cousin sister rocks, do you know (^^ )?
Hahaha!

Day 97, 25th May 2009: Hello SungMin!

Who is this SungMin?

But anyways!

kimchi and Squirt!
Say hi!~

Happy happy (^^ )!~
I'm going to Aussie-land now! Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!~
The picture of kim and Squirt was taken at the boarding area right before my flight =)!

Day 77, 5th May 2009: EunHyuk.

He makes me so happy every time i look at the calendar (^^ )!~
May is unfair, both pics of HyukJae looks oh-so-dashing, i can't decide which to put XD!

Day 71, 29th April 2009: Pig, Horse and a Dog.

I saw this picture in the wee~~ hours of the morning (ok, maybe not lar...) and got so excited i immediately messaged Pig, despite knowing that she's already in lala-land XD!

Father-in-law and Son-in-law!
Or Brother-in-laws! XD
Lols, whichever you like! Our complicated relationship is so complicated that it's more complication than complication can ever be complicated.
Ok, complicated. What turf.
Hahaha, i super heart this picture really (^^ )!~

On the other hand, Eldest Bro came back from his work trip to London and bought me a toy dog from Harrods =D!

I think i have too many soft toys. I really do.
Sooner or later they are going to invade my whole room, and i'll have to sleep outside, rofl!
That said, i heart them all!~ So adorable!

No name yet, still thinking! Any suggestions?

Day 65, 23rd April 2009: Pray.

This is how my cat sleeps. Almost every time.

She's so alike her appa, what turf.



ps: I do worry that she could not breath, and tried to make her sleep in another position, but apparently, whenever she sleeps like this it means she's in super deep sleep because it's super difficult to move her it's like she stoned (literally)!!
I had to poke her and tickle and annoy her just to wake her up so she would change position! Lols! My cat is weird!~

Day 63, 21st April 2009: Fishy Day!

It's a Fishy Day today =D!
For starters, i was reading from a Blog about Sydney Fish Market.
Then when i switched on the tee-vee to watch Star Golden Bell (trying my luck to see if SuJu is on) and the first thing i saw on screen was DongHae's smiling face (Nyah!!!)!!
Then at night, i had Fish n' Chips for dinner!

Is it a Fishy Day or what (^^ )??

To hell with gaining weight lar, desserts are a must whenever possible!!

I think this was Panna-cotta, can't remember! With Raspberry sauce and OMG i went to heaven and back! YUMS!~
I can eat less for other stuffs (mainly main-course, because i really like appetizers too =P!), but desserts are something which i can never, ever miss nor resist! Just too good yo!~

Day 55, 13th April 2009: ONE HOUR.

One bloody hour waiting at the bloody service center for nothing ok!
I thank my Gun Yum for technology, even though i'm a waste of it! And i thank the nice people who very layan me while i was bored to death at that time, thank you (^^ )!~

I woke up late though =P, and i was supposedly able to rush in before their lunch break, but an unexpected hold up at the narrow roads led to me arriving at 1pm, when everyone had left.
But the stupid thing is, the staff who were still there told me to wait while he get someone to help me. I waited... and waited... and waited... until 1.40pm only someone came ok!! What turf! I was super starving! If i know i would've gone to Midvalley for some lunch only come back ok, what turf!

Anyways, i feel really emo now. Angel is all alone in the service center =(... i never like it when she's so far away from me. What if she is cold and lonely?
Though really, luckily there's Lumpy, KangIn, Padding, Brownie, Rascal and Andy with her! Ooh, and Stitch and erm... Shit. Yeah, Shit. I'll introduce her another day, what turf!

I could actually have gotten her back today somemore, but the stupid people there told me they couldn't promise if i could get her back today, so i went ahead with some other plans...
When at the end of the day only they call me to come collect Angel. WHAT TURF!!!
If i had known i wouldn't have made any other plans ok! I half wanted to just fly out and get Angel but couldn't! WHAT TURF TURF!
Anyways, it was too late for me to go get Angel (BABY!!!), so what to do, i'll only be able to see her again tomorrow morning. I feel so bad now ok!!!

It also makes me wonder if those people actually *did* service Angel ok! Why so freaking fast! He was just telling me they have a lot of other cars today ok! If i had to go back any time sooner i'll seriously throw a bitch-fit!! So inconvenient ok, it's not like it's near somemore!!!

On the other hand...

Haha, check out my new car, lols what turf XD!


On the plus side!
I switched on the tee-vee when i got home and Music Bank was on!!
It was halfway though, so i thought i missed Super Junior but... what do you know!! They performed last so i got to see them after all (^^ )! Very happy! Yeahs!~

And i asked mom to watch it with me (which she did halfway), and then when they got number 1 i told her all about it, and showed her whose who in Super Junior (heavily emphasized who "the husband" is, haha!), and i told her about HanGeng (i kept telling everyone in the family about Han "there's a China member" Geng, just super proud of him!!), to which she kept asking me if the China member is the "chubby one", lols! And also asked how he got into the group!
Then when EeTeuk was crying and all, mom actually laughed at him! Hahaha!

It was funny (^^ )!~ Hehehe!

Day 53, 11th April 2009: Purr-fect day.

I was supposed to go out, but i ended up stoning at home the whole day doing erm... nothing! HAHA!
Actually, i *was* doing something, but i'm afraid of jinxing it so not saying anything till then!

Anyways, today also marks the day i finally finish purr-fecting my room (^^ )!
Last time i just used to tidy it, then it gets messy, and i tidy it, then messy again... but finally, a few months back i started cleaning out all the cupboards (though throw nothing much =P); then a few weeks back i started finally deciding where to put stuffs properly and all... and a few days back i started this rampage of buying new stuffs just to finish up my room once and for all! Purr-fecting it, if i may say!
Now it's like a room out of a magazines those type! Or at least, to me! Since it's very personalized with all my stuffs!
Very happy!

I'll consider if i should post about my room (in my main Blog), but in the mean time, this i'm rather proud of!

My clothes section are usually quite messy, but i bought a organizer (RM6.90 nya! CHEAP! From Ikea!) for all my extra accessories and stuffs, and it looks super neat now! Very proud of it =D!
It's not White (the White version was much more expensive and too long, not suitable), but it's Blue so it's ok!!
Nice ne (^^ )!

And haha, look at the Super Junior galore around my room! Rofl! I solemnly swear that almost every corner my room is covered with Super Junior! HAHA!

Good day (^^ )!~

Super Junior and ELF.

I just read this really touching thing an ELF wrote, about this life and next life.

How she won't love Super Junior anymore in her next life, because she won't be an ELF.
And because there's no ELF, there's no Super Junior anymore, and how she wishes they would be themselves in their next life.
She went on describing every members personality, simple but descriptive.
Then how they could do things every normal people would, free to do what they want, free to be whoever they want to be with...
Then go on to how they wouldn't need to stay up late for practices etc anymore, no more injuries from working too hard, no more having to put up with another "themselves" in front of the camera.

Finally, she talk about how as for now, they are Super Junior who belongs to ELF, something which cannot be changed, and they will love them very very much now, because in the next life there won't be Super Junior. How they will use all their love to love them in this life.
Next life, please live a life that belongs to themselves... and how they won't love them anymore, because there wouldn't be Super Junior in their next life.

However, if in her next life Super Junior still exists.
She will still choose to be an ELF.


I love it.
It's just so... just so... ELF.
So us. It's something i'm sure every single ELF can relate to.

Again, i don't know how to express my feelings into words after reading this, but yeah, i just like it a lot. It reminds me of how much i love my boys, and every single thing about them which i like, including their weird little habits (or just downright nasty ones lols)... everything.

And i especially like how sometimes they won't bother with hiding who they really are, as compared to other artists who have to put up with an image the company has created for them. They are just being themselves, and that's what i like about them =)!

Sometimes i faced difficulties just to talk about how much i like Super Junior, but oh sods, i don't need to explain it to anyone, i only have myself to explain to. And my heart is telling me, just go nuts liking them. It doesn't matter how others see you or judge you, for those who did aren't people who would matter, because people who matter would not have done so in the first place.

Sometimes i tend to hide my fangirl-ism in front of people who i know would perceive fangirls as "crazy bunch of people". But the more i think about it, if that person can't accept me for who i am, why should i bother? I love Super Junior a whole lot, and i want everyone to know that and i don't want to hide even a single second of it. I love talking about the boys. I love saying "ah, my husband", i don't even call them by names now!
And yeah, if they don't like it, even if they want to laugh at me and make nasty remarks at my fangirl-ism, let them be. Because i don't need to care about the opinion of people who aren't even willing to take the first step in being a friend - which is accepting the other for who they are.

I want to be who i am, and if you can't accept me for who i am, you can eat my pants well, there's nothing i can do about it right?
I really don't find the need for me to change myself just to suit what you want. What about what i want? And that is to be myself!
If i can accept you for who you are, you should accept me for who i am.
All's fair in love and erm... being friends... and whatsoever Chatuchak Market!!!... what turf so random.


Ah, this supposedly short post has gone really long yah.
But it's ok, i'm long-winded and i just want to express how i really feel, so it's ok!
ㅋㅋㅋ!

We are ONE (^^ )!

Day 44, 2nd April 2008: Hearts.

Today was a good day for my eyes, saw two eye-candy, hehehe!
One was the perfume sales assistant in Isetan KLCC, another was this other guy.
Don't want to elaborate further, cannot ka (maybe tomorrow lar =P)??? HAHA!!!

Anyways, went to Ikano after after...
Spotted some mags in Popular's mag section...

Looks similar too, to me anyways, so i took a pic!

And at CD-Rama i saw this.

Take note of the two grey-ish colour CDs in the middle.
Looks kinda alike ok, i thought it was from the same artist (different version)!!
Though the huge difference is, the F4 CD (on the left) costs RM40+ while 5566's CD (the one on right) costs RM35 below, LOLS!!

But the best part was still...

Hehehe, super heart him!~

Today was a super high day! Will update it in main Blog i guess (^^ )!~

And ah~!
I love my boys (^^ )!~

Day 40, 29th March 2009: Wookie.

I didn't bother with pics today because the whole day was rather packed, woops!!
But on a good note, i bought Wookie today (^^ )!~

What is Wookie?

I'll probably update it some other day, in my main Blog, as i talked about all my white stuffs and also the names i give to practically everything i own =D!
ㅋㅋㅋ!~

Day 35, 24th March 2009: It's here.

Hehehe, i love my 13 boys!
Big thanks to Nana and Blue-Z for their help, without which i would never have gotten my album and posters (^^)!~

Day 29, 18th March 2009: My brother is cooler than your brother.

Because he is cold-blooded.
...
Ok, lame.

Because he can sing Super Junior's song!~
...
Or at least, he'll just go "내가 내가 내가" and whatever he can come up with whenever i sing "SORRY, SORRY" out loud!
Hehehe!

Ok lar, his actually not singing, but making fun of the song instead!! Too bad it didn't annoy me, not even the slightest XD!


On the other hand...
FINALLY!

Do you know how long i've waited for this??
A lot a lot a lot of years to be exact! Ever since i first heard about it!
It's BLACK cotton butt, it makes it easier to see your erm, booger and all...

The last time mom went to Japan, i forgot to ask her to buy some, but alas, i've gotten it!
FINALLY *tears of happiness*!~
I super like it ok, really can see your erm, booger better!
But it's so expensive, use it with care and be as Chinese as possible, what turf XD!
Hehehe!

Day 27, 16th March 2009: 13.

You know, sometimes i do wonder...

I've traveled so many kms just for the boys, it wouldn't surprise me if i would go to Alaska next just to see them.
Heck, it'll be so natural, i would just start packing my bags with an expression so neutral you would've thought i was just going to 1-Utama.

It's like they had made such an impact in my life. I know i probably feel so (the impact part) with every idol i'm deeply infatuated with at the moment, but i know even if i do "move on" from being an ELF... being an ELF would always be a part of me.
It's like my identity.
It's just being me.

I love my 13 boys.
I love the feeling i get every time i watch them perform. It's something so special even words can't describe it.
I would know, because i tried, and it didn't work, not even the slightest (^^ ).
Hehehe!


Special something-something, because i'm feeling all lovey-dovey from loving my 13 boys and all (^^ )!~

Hehe, even my baby is named after one of the 13!
ㅋㅋㅋ!~

Day 26, 15th March 2009: Mulgogi.

Fish (DongHae?) Kuih Bahulu!
OMG super nice!
And as usual, when it's really really nice and "limited-edition" (haha, i love my weird usage of words!~), i'll take the lot and hide it somewhere, so only i could have it =P!!
It's the same with CNY goodies! I think i've hidden like, 3-4 containers of yummy biscuits!! This is so i can enjoy it peacefully in my own time, and needn't worry others would finish it. Yes, i'm very sellDongHae XD!!
In this case, it's because you have to get this from like, Kuala Selangor or something something! So, yeah... hiding it is necessary, rofl!


On the other hand, i er... a bit the lazy post the pic of my SuShow shirt.
Maybe in the future, but definitely not going to backpost it for the post 2 days ago.
Because of that, i'm going to be one photo short, so here's another photo from today to compensate.

Haha, yeah, i know it's not exactly in the "Project 365" spirit, but yeah, whatever lar =P!

It's KiBum again, because i super miss him!
Hearing his voice makes me miss him even more! I've always like his deep, husky voice, and especially when he chuckle ~(^^ )~!

Ah, please, today be a good day!!

Day 25, 14th March 2009: HeeChul.

HeeChul sleeping.
I've always thought that HeeChul likes KangIn, because she always sleep next to my laptop whenever i listen to ChunJi last time.
But just now, while i was watching BabyKyu, HeeChul actually jumped down from above the piano, ran to me quickly, and sat right next to my laptop, demanding a scratch at the same time.

Do you like Small Boy now, HeeChul? Go ask your appa for him! Hehehe!


On the other hand, i have yet to post yesterday's picture, will do so soon, a bit the lazy, hehehe!
So what i did yesterday...
To commemorate yesterday being SuJu's comeback for 3집 and all, i actually wore my Super Show shirt and Evisu pants, just like what the boys wore for Super Show's encore performances!!
A thing to note, the shirt was still in it's original packaging and all - sealed tight in a silver plastic-thingy - since July 2008!! I bought the shirt from Super Show in BKK last year, and could never open it, because, well, just because! It's my treasure ok!

But i thought, i've bought it anyways, a bit the "wasting" if i don't wear it!
Heck, i haven't even open it! And it's possible that it's not even in my size!
But since i like being auspicious (is it?) and all, yesterday *was* a good day to finally open the pack, so i did!
And i could fit in it purr-fectly!
Well, ok it's a bit the big imo. I prefer a slightly (very slighy) tighter fit, because i would look fatter otherwise! But it's still good! A bit the short (since my bod is long), but still good!
Heck, it could be in HeeChul's size and i would still say "Marvelous, brilliant, fantastic"!! Hahaha!
The boys one are definately special-made and all, since the shirt looked so much longer on them!

Ah, i love the boys! They made me appear like a mad woman today because i was laughing to myself (in a public area) just thinking of them! Hahaha!
Erm, to justify myself (cincai lar!), love comes in all shapes and sizes nya =D! Hehehe!

Day 24, 13th March 2009: Comeback.

Today's the boy's comeback performance (^^ )!!
Very excited!

I would update my picture later, as i'm very tired now and would like to go to sleep, and dream of my 13 boys.
13 beautiful boys.
How much i love them!!

I've said this before a lot of times, they are like the sun in my life, no matter how gloomy things get, i can always count on them to put a smile back on my face! Like how when the sun shine everything gets brighten and all (^^ )!~

I'm ashamed how sometimes when negativity and my insecurities get to me, it's just... eeeeeeeeek horrible!! I blame you KiBum!! Its something i'm trying to change, because honestly, i like it when i'm positive, so yeah, change for the better good and all, lols! (￣▽￣)ノ
But i think i'm getting extra 8 and noisy from being too positive. Ah, it's actually a good thing... but i think it annoys a hell lot of people!!!

I love my boys for inspiring me positively (^^ )!

Day 23, 12th March 2009: Sorry Sorry.

"Ah, appa's album is released today nya?" says a sleepy HeeChul, who purposely woke up early for today, because today is the day (^^ )!~